I have a dream

Most people dream about a trip around the world, a million dollars or magic powers. My dream is a lot more simple than that. I don't need money, travels or any kind of magic. Not that I wouldn't accept it if someone handed them to me, but if I could have my dream, then nothing else would matter.

My dream is to be able to lace my fingers.

Just like this.

It might seems as a stupid dream to you. I mean, lacing one's fingers together might seem as a everyday thing to you. There is no years of dreaming about being able to do what you take for granted.

Some days are just harder than others. I've thought about it a lot today for some reason, and whenever I do, I feel terrible. I know there isn't much I can do. There will probably never be anything I can do, but one always dreams.

I feel sorry for myself sometimes, thats all. There are millions of people out there who would love to change their problems for mine. I know I'm lucky when it all comes down to it, but it doesn't feel like it when it drags me under.

As I kid I tried everything. I climbed things other kids couldn't, I was one of the first who learnt how to tie her shoe-laces, and I wasn't afraid of anything.

I can look back at it with a laugh and ask myself what happened to that little fearless girl.

Well, life goes one, and I shouldn't be thinking about this before I go to bed. Just like when I was a kid, it sort of gives me nightmares.

Love,

Sarah